September 4, 2015

this is an apology letter

This is an apology letter
For not enduring it all too soon,
For not giving it all up when it was time to,
For not letting you go when you needed it the most.
This is an apology letter
For my brave soul that took a step forward,
Towards to,
And never backward from you.
For my unending faith with our fate
That we didn't know will end up to wreck us instead,
Move us apart and bend us real hard.
This is an apology letter.
This is an apology letter
For the promises i made,
For all my mistakes,
For all your gives and all my takes.
This is an apology letter
For trying a little too hard to make it through,
For holding a little too tight on you,
For telling you that I'll never let you go,
For making the both of us hope,
For letting the both of us lose,
For seeing the both of us choose
To part ways
To never meet again.
This is an apology letter
For not enduring it all too soon,
For not giving it all up when it was time to.
Because right now,
I've fallen in love with you a lot more.
Even a little too much, though.
And I know you have, too.
That is why
I am writing this to you,
An apology letter,
For telling you
"Hey, I'll never let you go. I'll never let this go."
I should've known.
I should've known
That it was going to be
This difficult.
I should've known
That it was going to be
Hard to get back up.
This is an apology letter
To my ever dearest you.
To you, my love unending, never bending.
This is an apology letter
For not enduring it all too soon,
For not giving it all up when it was time to,
For never ever wanting to let go of you.